She saw this dream laid out before her. It would be the beginning of a new chapter and the sort of life she'd been craving. By Fall, she'd be moving forward and moving away. But then the news that it wouldn't be happening. And all that planning and dreaming and wishing and "being sure" crashed to a halt. Feeling foolish to think it would happen.
She tells herself this can't be forever, in this place and that place. So she'll keep knocking and trying and praying and trusting.
Current tune: One Day I Will by Joy Williams